On my own

I've been in Toronto for the last few days for a conference. Its the first time I've been away from Bryce for such a long period of time (4 nights, 5 days!). I can't remember the last time I've been away from Shaun this long either. Needless to say, I miss them terribly and can't wait to give them both huge hugs!! But this week was an adventure for me. Its been a long time since I've had so little responsibility and no one else to care for but myself. It creates many mixed emotions, at first I was lonely, bored and home sick. Morning sessions for the conference started at 9am so when I woke up at 6:30 (sleeping in for me compared to normal work days) I was befuddled with what to do with all that time in the morning. I didn't have a 90 minute commute. I didn't have to feed or dress a two year old. And if I didn't feel like it, I didn't even have to go to the session at 9m but seriously, what else was I going to do? As time went on I met a few acquaintances and talked a lot of science. Listened to good talks and got caught up with the latest cutting edge stem cell research. As my circle of friends grew, I wasn't as lonely or even home sick. I actually had a lot of fun. I explored the town of Toronto, ate really good food and stayed up way past my bedtime. I was totally free for a few days. No running around with Bryce, no cleaning the house (haha like I do a lot of that), no helping Shaun with his TPN, just me. Thanks to a new Aussie friend, I had a great time relishing this freedom. But its time to go back to reality. I welcome the responsibilities of being a mom and wife and scientist. The rewards definitely out weigh the challenges. I can't wait for those big hugs! Good bye Toronto, its time for me to get back to the loves of my life.